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Relief...

The relief from having completed the site has followed me through the day. I needed some lessening of... everything? So, I’m appreciative of every moment of respite. Asking for help from my community was a big step being that I’m only so-so with direct attention. I need action and to make sure that the technical issues aren’t happening to others but I still need to focus on my treatment and as much recovery as I am able. Time is of the essence to saving what percentage of my kidneys we can. What they are able to save now is what I’ll have for the rest of my life. Even the medication saving me from my own body will have long term effects since I will always need them. I’m only 35 and even knowing that I’ll struggle to be there when my boys have families of their own I still need to be there. I just need to be here, for them. They’re my everything.

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